OK, this isn’t going any where. I must do something... I’m just so damn lazy and laidback to do something great. Not that I could do something great but... Why didn’t I just practice drawing when I was into it the last time? Maybe I should concentrate on weighting stories instead, it is probably easier to advance as I KNOW I have some good ideas... But what should I need this Deviantart account for hen. Browsing people that ARE talented for their art I guess. Well either way I guess I just have to hang in there... Not that anyone care any way. IF you do happen to actually read this, look at when it was written and you se what I mean.
People say you can be talented if you just try, but I don’t buy that crap... It is just not that simple. I mean, if I could draw (or write stories, program games or whatever it is) it is just coincides if you will have any use of it and actually do something you like all day long. I know I’m lazy but I realize now that I DO have a talent for creating things... IN MY HEAD. But what use are they if I can’t make those ideas come out of there in one way or another. If I could chose I would probably sit in an office or a room and design games. I don’t really mean the part where I transform ideas to reality but the part of actually making thing from nothing, the idea behind a piece of art, whatever form it is in.
Maybe I will achieve my dream, maybe not. I know whatever the outcome of my life will be that it is not a mater of hard work, dedication or anything like that. Sure they play their part to but the thing that really matter is to have luck and the thing we call chance.
I will try and hope, there is not much more to do. To all you great artists out there that read this: Good luck to you to! We all need it.
From this message and forth I will not only try harder but also try, in all ways possible, to do something out of my ideas. I can’t just keep them in my head and let them rot. Even if I can’t do it myself I will try to find someone that share my thoughts and hope they are willing to help.......

(Thanks for everything, Nanashi)